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            Ui, Septyembre na.. isa lang ang ibig sabihin nyan! malapit na ang PASKO! Nagiisip na ang mga ninong at ninang na maghanap ng pagtataguan hahaha.. uupo na lang daw sila sa taas ng bubong at magkukunwaring nasa VACATION sila.. suz! Style nyo! Bulok! Hehe.. kung sabagay 1 lang ninong ko at 1 ninang din, at alam nyo ba? Wala akong natanggap na anu mang regalo mula sa kanila maliban sa isang maliit na manika na binigay nila sa akin nung aking binyag..hahaha.. Di mo rin sila masisi, kasi nga naman taghirap ang buhay ngayon. Mahirap maglabas ng kahit 10 sentimo sa bulsa at ibibigay lang sa iba. Mahirap kitain ang pera! Kaya kayo, intindihin nyo sila ninang at ninong!.. wala silang kasalanan.. haha…

            Tapos na rin sa wakas ang aming midterm exam sa lahat ng aming subject. Nagdugo ang aking ilong sa pharmacology, WALA AKONG NAISAGOT!.. kawawang bata, tulo laway habang tinititigan ang testpaper at nanalangin na lang nag “PANGINOON, ANONG SAGOT? IBULONG NYO PARANGAWA NYO NA!” . Ngunit ni isang bubuyog ay walang nagparamdam, kaya ang kapangyarihan ng “mini..mini..mayni..mo..” ang pinagana.. 50questions 3 lang ang siguradong sagot! San ka pa.. haha.. biruin mo nilaro ko ang MAJOR EXAM! Haha.. di nakakatawa.. pero tawa lang!. Putek.. yun na lang ang masasabi ko..

            Alas-dos naku na2log kagabi, gumawa ako ng DRUG STUDY at NCP mga karaniwang ginagawa ng isang estudyanteng nurse na tulad ko. Ayun, biglang may tumubong bulkan sa muka ko. Tinitiris ko nga at nilagyan ng yelo, hayun! Namula.. kaya kayo, pag may tagyawat sa ilong wag tirisin! magiging kayo si RUDOLPH THE REDNOSE REINDEER. 

           Nagpaburn ako ng CD kanina, tuwangtuwa ako at may kopya na ako ng kanta ni JUANA AT ROCKSTEDDY. Tinutugtog ko nga kanina sa gitara ko, ayun kinalyo na naman ako. Matagal na kasi ako di nakakatugtog kaya medyo madaling pagurin na daliri ko sa pag strum o kaya pagpindot.. kulang na kasi sa praktiz.

            Tumawag ako sa aking bezfriendship na long lost friend kong guy sa FEU, hai.. gwapo pa rin ang boses! Haha.. pinagpapantasyahan ko nga yung boses nya haha.. joke lang! at alam mo bang crush nya din ang boses ko, *kilig* haha.. nagtatawanan lang kami sa mga jOkes naming dalawa at katangahan sa buhay!.. 

            Nanonood ako ngayon ng imbestigador, at ang feature nila ngayon ay ang mga namamalimos. Naalala ko 2loy yung 2 babae dun sa farmers, na walang ginawa ang diyos na araw na hindi sila namamalimos dun sa mga nakapila sa terminal.. di naman sa kadamutan, pero malakas pa kasi ang kanilang pangangatawan, marami nga dyan na iba na nagsisikap para makakuha ng pera na pangtustos sa araw2. Kung sabagay mas madali atang kumita sa paghihingi, kesa yung napagod na ng lahat kulang parin pantawid gutom. Nadaig pa sila ng masisipag na nanlilimos na nakakapag videoke pa at yosi! Aztigg..! kung sabagay mas mabute na yun, kesa magnakaw dba?. .

            Matagal na rin akong di nakakapag update ng blog, kaya medyo mahaba ngayon ang aking sinabi.. sige’ ingatz sila sa inyo!

          Before anything else I just want you to visit my friend and classmate VANILLABOI. We made the layout of his blog, just yesterday on a computer shop. Well it take’s us, probably 2 hours to made a huge change. http://vanillaboi.blogspot.com 

          Everyday is another story but somehow we tried to pick only those beautiful memories, however we don’t know what life will bring us each and everyday. We encounter too much pressure and we tend to struggle to save us from misery. It’s been a year since I bloghop with too many blogs, and one thing is very common with them “MEMORIES”. They share their stories in life, so that the recollections of their thoughts and emotions will be preserved forever. Other’s tends to share their very idiomatic opinion and live life as if there are no rules. In the blog world kc, you have all the freedom and choices.. let your thoughts set you free!. Everybody talked about love, music, humorous stuff and even debate with too many topics. Everyone has their own opinion and we stand for what we believe in. Comments are very much appreciated. The more people who comment to your blog, meaning they find your topic as a very interesting one. We exchange ideas and learned to each other. Does it all mean that those who blog are those people who find themselves secured to strangers, because they don’t want their close friends to know about their secrets? What do you think so?

          Somehow, I’ll make my 1^st comment with this.. This is BASE-TO-BASE
Basis. People might find secured to share their thoughts with unknown people, because they do not know them in person, somehow they can keep their mouth shut! Parang ganito “sanyo ko nalang sasabihin kc, di naman tayo magkakakilala..hindi mo naman masasabi sa mga friends ko eh, kasi di tayo close”. Other’s just want to share their good skills in writing stories [like me] haha.. kidding!.. they do not share entirely what’s going on in their life. They share for the fact of entertaining themselves and other people. Another one is some people can’t express their feelings by voicing them out! Kaya nagtyaga na lang sa pagblo-blog, without any intention..ito yung mga taong naghahanap ng kakalinga sa kanya. But for whatever is the reason we are here in blog-world, isa lang ang masasabi ko.. “we are here, because we choose to be here” YUN YON EH!! Eh may pumilit ba sayo magblog ka? Wala naman diba?.. kung meron man.. bakit mo sinunod? Ibig sabihin gusto mo din.. you find blogging as a very interesting hobbies. No.. it’s not only about that, in the end you will realize that blogging has a more deeper meaning.. ENJOY BLOGGING MGA KA-BLOGSPHERE!! If you hate blogging, your free to click the [x] button above and Go! Walang pumipigil sayo.. as if naman.. asa ka pa!! this is dedicated to NALIE…Peace out!

          Nagmahal ka na ba ng taong pasaway? Na may sayad sa ulo? Na sagad sa buto ang pagka abnormal? Try mo! mahahawa ka.

          Ewan ko ba, pero masarap magmahal ng taong may sira sa ulo. Bihira kasi ang taong nakakaintindi sa mga ganitong nilalang. Hindi ito maiintindihan ng iyong mga matitinong kaibigan dahil sa pananaw nila, isa itong Kabaliwan. Pero sa taong, tinamaan ng pana ni kupido..kahit na alam niyang madaming mali sa ganitong klaseng set-up eh wala siyang pakialam. Sabi nga nila “Love is Blind” pero dba’t nakakatuwa kung ang isang bad boy ay napatino mo? dba’t ang sarap ng feeling ng ganun. Mahirap silang intindihin sa totoo lang kasi sila yung mga sensitive person, chickboy!!, moody at unpredictable. Ang ganitong klase ng tao ay kadalasan nasa sign of PISCES. *ui astrology* hehe..

          Heto ang isang halimbawa ng usapan ng dalawang may sayad:

Girl- G Boy- B

G: Ui..
B: Ui..
G: Galit ka pa ba?
B: Galit pa ba ako?
G: Wag ka na tampo.. :’(
B: Ui!!! Wag naku tampo..
G: naman..
B: ------
G: (nakipagusap sa isip) Ano ka ba, bakit ka ba ganyan! Kung di lang kita mahal, binatukan na kita jan!
G: Ui..
B: Ui..
G: Ano ba..
B: Bakit ba?
G: Eh ikaw kasi.. bakit ba kc..
B: Tara tulog na tayo! Antok naku..
G: ok sige’ gudnight..

          Hindi ka ba nainis sa ganung usapan? Haha.. kahit ako nabangag ako sa ganun haha.. Pero anu pa man, kahit ilang beses ka ng sinaktan mahal mo pa rin. Bulag ka na kasi sa katotohanan, hindi mo na nakikita ang tama sa mali. Pero tandaan mo ito, lahat ay may hangganan.. tao ka lang.. isipin mo din ang sarili mo.. di sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay mauunawaan mo siya. Dapat iparealize mo din sa kanya na mahalaga ka at nasasaktan ka rin. At kung patuloy pa rin ang ganitong pangyayari.. “you know when to let go..” anyway.. someone’s deserve your love better. Have a nice weekend mga kablogsphere!

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          For the past few days, I saw so much people who are browsing my blog and posting tags and comments. I just like to extend my warm hugggzzz to all of yah, for keeping my blog alive! Yebah.. kumakampanya si walongbote, hehe.. joke! But unfortunately, I will not be able to update my blog this coming week because I will be on my duty this MTW on JOSE R. REYES MEMORIAL HOSPITAL. It will be 2pm-10pm (Pedia Ward). I hunger for a case! Kahit minor case lang :’( huhuhu.. I don’t know exactly if It will be a toxic duty, but I hope I will learned much. I’m not really into joining contest but hey! I was nominated in talksmart blog for blog of the week.. I hope I will get some vote.. papainom ako! Sakali na manalo! Ok! That’s a promise!!.. so vote for me hehe.. visit: http://salaswildthoughts.blogspot.com

Walongbote Factoid:

• Quiz for Pharmacology, CHD, SHE and NCM this coming week.
  
• I was in the fiesta of my bezzy Rachel, and I got 1shot drink of san mig light, coz I have a migraine yesterday. So I couldn’t get some more.
  
• We go to videoke at the ground floor of SM SAN LAZARO last Friday with my classmates.
  
• We have our sports fest at AMORANTO STADIUM last thurs.
  
• We attended the orientation at JRJMH last Monday.
  
• I crave for a copy of KAMI NA PO MUNA by some famous pinoy band artist.
  
• Bad trip coz of my bloody period…
  
• …and the rest is a long story.

Literally.. walongbote, seems to you guys na parang 8bottles of drinking beer. But It’s not at all, although that is one of the meaning but 8 bottles has a deeper significance or it symbolize a part of me.

• 8 means my fave number.
  
• Drink 8 glasses of water a day to replenish the needs of your body.
  
• 8 is my birthday, which is JAN 8, 1988
  
• 8 is my lucky number.
  
• 8 means to feng-sui is a good luck.
  
• Bottles? Bottle of beer is one way to enjoy the company of my friends. We drink and get some loud and deeper conversation.. but we don’t drown ourselves in beer kasi too much of it is bad for our health. It’s a way of socializing. And we do it for sometimes lang..
  
• Bottles? Bottle of soda. I love Pepsi.
• Bottle, He loves drinking! *sino yun?*
  
• Bottles? Isama mo sa bawat lagok ng inumin galing sa bote ang mga mapapait na nakaraan. Although it will very hard, but when you are with your friends kahit paano nawala yung feelings ng ganun. Atleast..
  
• Bottle symbolize struggles, friendship, love and achievement!

Ok’ so I hope this week will be more exciting and fun weekend! For all of us.. Have a break guys! Have a WALONGBOTE!!

          Baka di mo napapansin na maraming kahulugan ang isang simpleng salita. Hindi mo ito magegets kung di ka marunong mag analyze. Minsan maaaring ang akala mong maganda sa pandinig ay maganda ang ibig sabihin, ngunit sa kabilang banda mayroon din namang mga mensaheng nakakalift up ng spirit! Oh yung tipong parang nasa CLOUD 9 ka hehe.. ewan ko kung makarelate ka dito sa mga sasabihin ko..sa mga simpleng salitang malalim ang kahulugan.

1. Miz na kita..

          Positive: Miz na kita! Shet! Ang hirap ng di ka nakikita o nakakausap man lang. Kulang ang mga sandaling di tayo magkasama o nakakapagkwentuhan man lang sa txt or telepono. Kulang ang araw ko pag wala ka.. ano ba yan?! Miz na kita..

          Negative: ayaw na nga kitang Makita! Charing lang toh! Para may masabe..

    2. kain ka na?

                Positive: Dapat kumain ka ng mabute, di ka dapat nagpapalipas ng gutom..  masama yung ganun!.. ayaw ko pa namang nagkakasakit ka.. alagaan mo ang sarili mo para saken..

                Negative: Wag ka na kumaen! Taba taba muna! Yuuuckk!

     3. Ingat ka..

            Positive:Lagi ka dapat nagiingat, ayoko na may masamang manyari sayo.. husto ko lagi kang safe, di mo lang alam kung gano ang pagaalala ko. Kaya dapat lagi kang magingat.
 
             Negative: maholdap ka sana! Kuripot!        

        4. Suz!                

              Positive:Di ko alam kung maniniwala ako sayo, minsan kasi parang matamil lang talaga ang labi mo.. nakakafall yung mga sweetness na sinasabi mo. Baka kasi mahulog ako sayo, tapos wala lang pala yun para sayo.. mahirap na.. wag mo ako bolahin.. madali ako mauto!.                

              Negative: asa ka na magustuhan kita! DUGYOT!

          5. Asa!

                  Positive: Asa naman ako na naaalala mo ako, asa naman ako na mahal mo din ako.. hanggang asa na nga lang ba talaga ako?

                  Negative: Wala ka talagang pag asa sakin.. kaya umuwe ka na!

       6. Naman..

             Positive: Wag ka ngang ganyan, ako nahihirapan sayo.. dito lang ako parati.

             Negative: Bakit di ka nalang magpakamatay! Ng mabawasan salot dito!

        7. Asar!

                     Positive: suyuin mo ako, asar ako ohhh..!
                     Negative: panget ka! Nakakabadtrip ka ng araw!

         8. Galit ka?

         9. Sori na..

                 Positive: Patawarin mo na ako.. parang awa muna.. di ko kaya na matapos ang araw na ganito tayo.. pls.. peace na tayo!
        
                 Negative: utot mo! napipilitan lang ako.. kasi yun yung dapat..             

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         .. i'll update a new post soon.. just keep in touch.. medyo bbchan lang ang lola nyo..

         comments here.. are unapplicable.. so pls. do the comment only in my old post.. 'simpleng salita..'.. or just tag.. btw I add more words to digest in..haha.. at nga pala sa mga taong nagsasabing di maganda ang view ng aking blog sa firefox.. well.. IE ako eh.. ano ngayon? hehe.. joke lang peace tayo! ok naman xa sa mozilla and IE.. so I dont want to adjust my layout for firefox user.. sori jonell.. peace tayo! i'll check you later.. and thank you Tk for passing by.. I just lock the comments here.. coz its not actually a real post.. yun nga lang nagmumuka lang xang mahaba kasi.. madaldal ako.. pasenxa na... mwaaahhh. huggggzzz mga ka-blogsphere..have a great weekend..

          Ohh weekends! It was all mix of emotions. The week was not really good but it is not really that bad. But I still hate it!. Pinakita na samin yung grades namen with almost all the subjects. I suck in pharma! And shame on me.. I was thinking if I could only fly into the outer space taking everything out there, and never see those damn grades that I had!. Sabi ko “am I doing that bad?” kasi I can’t also blame myself from feeling sleepy at night because I had a very tiring days. 

          I was living in San Mateo Rizal and my school is in España. So much tired that I got, when I got home late. I arrived around 10:30pm and my class on the next day is 8:00am. I was fixing myself around 4:00am and leave around 5:30am. yOu see? I’m killing myself. I’m talking t0 myself like “ui.. fur! Time management lang ang problema mo, you should try to adjust yourself.” And I replied “How can I stop those sleepy eyes from closing? Ha?”. I was really stupid!. I almost asked all my friends on how to stay awake all night, and they said “Lipovitan, Coke, Chocolates, Coffea, Gatorade, Extra Joss” suz! Walang epekto sakin.. yun lang ang masasabi ko. I think I had a psychological problem. Ohh.. don’t’ think that I’m crazy, it’s another way around.. I’m a pathetic! *kidding*

          I remembered it was Wednesday and that day was supposed to be a study day for me because I don’t have a duty. It was also perfect because I don’t feel sleepy. I said to myself “ui! Di ako inaantok, ayos! Mababasa ko ang pharma, pagkakataon na bumawi”. But suddenly the day was messed up!. It was horrifying. I feel so stupid and paranoid. Wanna know? *don’t bothered* It was a fool side of mine, and of course I sucked!. If hearts really speak into your mind, you can’t stop it. I knew it was wrong, but what is wrong for a person who are deaf and blind. I’m stubborn period.

          I will be on my duty on MTW and on the next2 week in “Manila Youth Rehabilitation Center”. Hindi siya Ospital, pansamantalang nandun yung mga kabataan na naakasuhan ng mga foul case. Eg. Pagnanakaw. Kaya nga Youth eh.. suz!. They said it will be fun experienced to be exposed in that area, kaya lang di ako masaya dahil walang case doon!. I will repeat it again “I HUNGER FOR A CASE”. Case for us nursing student is very important, its part of the nursing requirements. We have to complete 25 cases.

          I watched news and nakita ko yung about dun sa bata na umakyat ng poste ng kuryente. Grabe ang taas nun! And naglalambitin siya dun, sabi nila may psychological problem daw yung bata. In that cases kasi you have to do the therapeutic technique or tinatawag natin literally as ‘convincing power’ kasi the child has an emotional and brain problem and wala na ibang paraan para masolve ang ganung problem in that case. Pero haler! Tama ba namang barilin na parang ibon yung bata? Ano yun maya?. Sabagay lasing kasi yung gumawa nun, kaya lang sobrang nakakalungkot kasi hindi naman yun hayop para barilin ng ganun na lang. Sa tingin ko, kung alam na pala ng ABS-CBN nay un yung biro nung bumaril sa bata eh, mas inuna nilang itherapeutic technique yun kesa dun sa bata. You get the point? *hai..sadness*. 

          What I said earlier that this week was a mix of emotions, well I think sadness dominate at the end. *cheer up and smile*. Have a great weekend guys!